Murderdolls!

On a completely different subject...

My number one favorit band is back! It looked a bit dark at one point but I'm glad to say the Wedesday and Joey got their shit together and did the only sane thing possible and brought Murderdolls back.

I have had their new album, "Women and Children Last" on repeat in my ears since it came out and I'm far from disappointed. The album just rocks!!!



Keeping my fingers crossed that they will be bring their tour in this direction during next year...

Babbling...

So been awfully quiet for a long time again but I got an explanation for that. Been feeling really crap and have not felt up to posting anything in here at all.

I dont know if everyone know, I have told a few but far from all, but I suffer from bipolar disorder. I have my good times and my bad times. Then I got my really really bad times and during those I kind of disappear. I am choosing to tell this now cos them maybe some will understand what is going on and what happens. Some will of course not get it at all but that not really my problem. If you dont want to understand then dont.

Most people understand or atleast try to, they ask and I explain best I can. What I hate the most though is the ones that say things like "snap out of it" or "but today is another day" and so on. I'm sorry but if it was that easy, believe me, I would not be feeling like I do at times.
It is impossible to be positive at all time for me. So snap out of it yourself!

Sometimes I think I should have gone into acting cos I surely deserve an Oscar for the role I've been playing most of my life. I have managed to fool everyone including myself!!

Am ranting here I know but am kind of high on some painkillers that I got for my knee that I managed to hurt a while ago.

My plan as it looks right now is to either stay at my crappy job (hoping to change that soon) or get another one. Do my operation feb/march next year and then start planing for a move north.
Thats how it looks at the moment...

Slow Sunday

Today I'm feeling great!! Had a few bad days lately but today is good! The sky is grey and I have slept bad but I dont care at the moment.

There are two thing that I'm working on right now (I will tell eventually). One of those things I've done all I can do with and it has now been confirmed. I just have to wait for a few months. The other thing, well I got the ball rolling so to speak and am keeping my fingers crossed. A wonderful friend is also helping me out on this one so we will see what happens. But as I said I am positive and I am feeling great. It finally feels like things are going my way.
Am being very secretive I know but I just dont want the world to know about everything that I do. Some things are very private and some I just dont want to tell before everything is 100%.

In about two weeks I'm going back home for a few days. Me and Sandra are doing the road trip thing and I'm so happy she wants me along for the ride but there and back. So much more fun than going alone or a bus or a train. For the first time in I think 9 years I will also get to spend my birthday with my parents. Looking forward to that!

Then just two weeks after that me and my cousin are off to Spain!! So got quite a few things to look forward to at the moment. So close some a bit further away but all will happen eventually.

I'm a pirate! Aleast I wish I was....

I am truly crap at this! LoL!

Had a wonderful weekend. When changed the opening hours a bit at work so that I have saturdays and sundays off during the summer instead. I dont mind at all even though it worked fine with the other days. It's only for a short period.
So this friday I got a txt from Miriam that they finally got the boat in the water and all was working so she asked if I wanted to join them on saturday. Stupid question! I love boats! I would rather have a boat than a summer cabin!
So I went to their boat club in the morning and we left just before 11. Took the boat to Taxinge Castle for one of northern europes largest cookie/pastries buffets.
Then we dropped anchor in a small bay and just laid there in the sun, swimming a bit and talking. It was me, Miriam, Seth, Monica and Rizzo.
On the way home we decided to go "under the bridges", you go thru the center of Stockholm via boat. So beautiful!!!

Today I have just been enjoying the slightly cooler weather. Finally! Now I'm just looking forward to that rain they keep promising is coming. Poot mother nature is in desperate need of some water!!!!

The past week at work was a very good one. Feels like everything is finally falling into place at work. Had lunch together with Jessica a few times when we went shopping. Always have fun during the work days! This is one of the better work places I have had thru out the years.
Tomorrow we been talking about heading to Melek after work for some quality time. Will see what happens...

Only working monday as my cousin arrives tuesday with Marco and Maja. Also my little Nomak is getting sterilized on tuesday, poor little thing. So got a very busy week ahead :)

Bloody heatwave!!

Got something to blame for the lack of updates this time. The bloody heat! Am literally melting here! Me and my cats have been laying knocked out all day long. Now it's midnight and still way to hot to be healthy. I mean if I was somewhere with a pool and shade and could stay outside in a completely different way AND didnt have to work then it would be different. But not now.
Am so glad that we got AC at work. Just wish I had it at home too but I swear then I would be sick instead.

Speaking of heat me and my cousin is going to Spain for 8 days in september and I am really looking forward to that. Just 8 days of relaxing and taking it easy. No drama, no work no nothing. Great company, good food, sun and swimming. Cant wait!
But first I have almost 3 days to spend with my cousin and her kids when they come down to visit me next week. Going to be a blast.

Hoping to get home for a few days in august too.

Well since I have sundays and mondays off I will now watch a movie and hope that it cools down a bit before I try to go to bed.

Midsummer

I have not had any time updating this blogg lately. Feels like all I've been doing is working and sleeping and between that either getting to or going home from work. Having 4 days off feel a lot longer and I'm trying to enjoy it best I can as it looks like this will be about the only vacation that I get this summer.
Have a 3 days of in july as my cousin and her kids are coming down but thats it.

Thinking about going back home for a few days in august, will have to see what the boss says about that.

Had a very nice and calm midsummer. Relaxed and had a great dinner, alone or with some company? Well thats for me to know and you to wonder about ;)
Dont really have any solid plans for the two remaining days but I know I'm going to take it easy.

What the hell am I doing up!?

This is one way to spend a beautiful summer day! Hope to have many of those this summer.

Must take better care of myself!

So today my body finally said stop. Been working for 16 days straight and this morning I couldn't get out of bed at all. Felt sick and my whole body just refused do obey me. This was all followed with a migraine that completely knocked me out. And it's not until now that I'm starting to feel a bit better although I will be home tomorrow as well.
I think that the injuries in my neck and back might also have been a reason for the migraine as the table I'm using right now at work is way to low. It is messing up my neck and back badly!
Always wondered why the work tables for nail techs are so damn low!? Are they made in some country where all nail techs are midgets? Or what is the deal?

Looking forward to having the whole weekend off and being able to do normal things. Have a few customers booked on sunday but thats it.
Have a meeting on saturday that might turn out to be interesting. Will have to wait and see what happens.

Sons of Anarchy and coma

Nothing ends a week better than some Sons of Anarchy...
And the chance to enjoy the handsome Tommy Flanagan... ;)




So I have as of now worked for 14 days straight! As last sunday when I had a day off I was working from home taking care of some of my wonderful older customers. But today I found out that I will have next weekend off! Two whole days of nothing well not really true as I will work sunday.
So now I'm going to go to bed and go into some coma like state and hope it will give me some rest before tomorrow...

Oh and meeting up with the girls from my old work on friday. Really looking forward to that!

Monday

Just felt that I had to write something as I've been so quiet again. But I've been to busy to write. Work all day and getting up early is still a bit hard although it's getting much better BUT I am completely dead when I get home. Managed to get some dinner and then I'm out!

But today I got to leave 30 min earlier! What a difference! *lol* Billy was nice enough to let me leave a bit earlier. Must also add that today was a really good day :)

After work my accountant came by and we finished up the last papers concerning my company, well my now sleeping company. And she had some great news for me. I get back on my taxes this year! For the first time in ... I dont even know! And it's quite a lot also!
And tomorrow I'm getting my first paycheck! Wooohooo!! Ok so it's only for about 1 weeks work but it is still pay!

Then my cousin is planing to come down again during summer for a visit and bringing her wonderful children. I love my cousin and her family! Am hoping that I will be able to go with them to Thailand next year :)

I think this is all I have time for tonight as I can hear my pillow just screaming my name right now!

Night night!!

Short but sweet...

Just a little short one as I'm dead tired!!

Really like my new job and I'm kind of in charge of the nail department in the salon and I like that. Also today I got to jump in for a bit on the tattoo side, also fun.
Am starting of this job with full force as I'm going to work 6 day weeks for at least two weeks.
Right now I'm just so out of it as I'm not that used to getting up early and my mind still dont want to go to sleep early. Although something tells me that will change soon!

Going to go hug the pillow now!

Nerves

Getting a bit nervous now... But I know it will all work out fine!
Tomorrow being Norway's independence day is a sign to me that all will work out great.

Just seen one of my favorite episodes of Sons of Anarchy and with that I'm signing out for tonight! Need some sleep...

R.I.P Ronnie James Dio.

Like my brother said... The end of an era ...

The reason

Oh and the reason I have been so inactive is of course first my trip to "Northland" and then having my cousin over for a week.
Next adventure starts on monday...

First day of summer?

What a wonderful wonderful day!! The sunny is shining and it's warm... Very warm. We are talking summer here.
So me and the cousin are getting ready and going for some shopping before we are heading to Skansen for some picnic and relaxing in the grass under the sun. Then perhaps some more shopping and dinner somewhere in the sun. So it will be a days spent outside!

Yesterday we went to the erotic convention and I have to say that place is going nowhere!. It was boring the last times I worked there and it has not gotten better, more the opposite. Only reason I actually went was cos my cousin wanted to. Something tells me this convention wont be around for much longer.

Well now I better get ready. The sun is waiting!